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Famine to feast

Well, it took a while for my relief at finally getting my advance check to override my tension of the past few weeks, but it kicked in after I went to bed last night — suddenly, my whole body finally relaxed, more fully than it has in quite a while, and it felt wonderful.

So anyway, you’re not going to believe this next bit. Late this morning, I checked online and confirmed that my deposit to my checking account had gone through, so I wrote a check to myself to deposit in my much-depleted savings account at my other bank, which has a branch within walking distance and which is open for part of the day on Saturday. So I filled out the deposit slip and headed out to the bank. When I was maybe half a block or so from home, I thought, “Hey, I think I heard the mail come earlier. There’s almost no chance my Analog check has come so soon, but maybe I should go back and check the mail juuuust in case.” I debated with myself for a bit, and if I’d been maybe 30 paces further along, I wouldn’t have bothered, but as it was, I decided to go back and make sure.

And when I opened my mailbox, I started laughing, since there was my Analog check.

It’s like they say — you wait an hour for the bus, and then three come along at once. It would’ve saved me a lot of anxiety if one of these two checks had come just a couple of weeks sooner. Still, at least they’re here now — and I’m grateful for my neurotic extra-cautiousness for once, since it saved me a second trip to the bank.

Anyway, after tearing up the first deposit slip, filling out a new one, and depositing both checks in my savings account, I just found myself going for a long walk on the university campus and thinking about… nothing in particular. I just enjoyed the way it felt to have a relaxed body and a clear mind for a little while, before getting back to priorities like finishing my taxes and working on my novel. It was really nice.

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